MEGAN Fox has revealed a heartbreaking confession in her new work of poetry.
The star’s book, тιтled Pretty Boys Are Poisonous, was released on Tuesday.
In two poems, Megan, 37, wrote about a miscarriage.
In detail, she painted a picture for readers about getting an ultrasound of a baby girl at about 10 weeks.
The Hollywood actress wrote: “Maybe if I hadn’t… maybe if I had…”
In another poem, she continues the emotional story: “I want to hold your hand / hear your laugh.”
Later on, Megan wrote: “but now / I have to say / goodbye.”
She also wrote about holding the baby girl “as they rip you from my insides.”
“I will pay any price,” she wrote. “Tell me please / what is the ransom / for her soul?”
Last year, Megan’s fiancé, pop-punk singer Machine Gun Kelly, dedicated his performance at the Billboard Music Awards to Megan and their “unborn child.”
Megan shares three sons, Noah, Bodhi, and Journey, with her ex-husband, Brian Austin Green, 50.
HER POEMS
On Monday, The U.S. Sun exclusively revealed more information about her collection of poetry – which isn’t for the fainthearted.
The cover artwork, illustrated by Japanese artist Audrey Kawasaki, shows a picture of a snake slithering through a pair of lips with a piercing on it.
The poems deal with a wide range of topics, including Sєx, abuse, rape, and murder in more than 70 poems.
In the prologue, the brunette beauty said that has always believed that she is a “sacrificial lamb” for whichever “beautiful, broken, self-absorbed idiot” is hunting her down.
Megan’s reference to her heart being broken by a “self-absorbed idiot” will prompt speculation on who she is referring to.
Describing herself as a “hopelessly romantic open wound of a human,” she adds: “But then one day it happened. One of said idiots finally broke me.”
Megan explains it was then when the poems featuring feelings of “isolation, torment, self-harm, desperation, longing, restlessness, rage, and general anguish” poured out of her.
It includes poems тιтled “rape,” “funerals are for lovers,” “why i wish i was gay,” and “to marry an arsonist.”
In one poem, тιтled “it’s giving patrick bateman,” a reference to the serial killer protagonist of American Psycho, Megan writes: “Your love leaves bloodstains on my bedsheets.”
In yet another poem, she imagines a werewolf’s attempts to apologize for devouring her, blaming it on “family curses and Sєxual abuse.”
HER RELATIONSHIP WITH MGK
In another poem, тιтled You Keep Telling Me It Was A Secret, Megan seemingly calls MGK a “narcissist.”
Megan and MGK revealed on social media that they were engaged on January 11, 2022, where she showed off her stunning emerald and diamond ring.
She seemingly discusses their rollercoaster relationship as they were hit with cheating and separation rumors.
In her poem, Megan said: “That you would never hurt me on purpose that you’re just too young to have known better but what’s the difference between manslaughter and murder? I’m still ᴅᴇᴀᴅ either way – a 32-year-old narcissist quantifies his crimes.”
MGK turned 33 in April.